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First off someone out there really needs to stop pretending that they care. When someone asks you something that you have told them at least three times, they don’t really care. I mean come on, you aren’t fooling anyone. You really just want to whine to me about you life. Get this: I DON’T CARE! and am not impressed.
ok enough.
Today was great, I saw friends that I haven’t seen in forever and a day! They need to come back here, but then like we all agree there is nothing here. You should get out while you can. We talked about politics, races, sex, ugly women in Starbucks and sooo much more!
Made of Honorwas cute, that’s basically all, not too much too it. I think there were some funny parts to it.
Weekend was fun, but I don’t feel like getting into it here because i just remembered something. Thank you brain. So i guess i will just keep it short.
I don’t believe it is right that when one person does/thinks something it looked at as bad, but if someone else does the same thing it can be okay. Where is the fairness in that? Think about it, put yourself in that situation with something you love.
I hate awkward situations.
running away from your problems, literally. i guess lurking in the pet food section isn’t a good hidding place.
I am still angry about what you said
I am not ready to get over your words because I know what you mean.
You want this and that from me,
but I am just me.
Accept it.
Do you ever have those moments that when you look back you just feel sick about what happened? Not because you did something wrong, just sick with anger. You can’t believe that some one can act the way they did. Certain things just bring back thoughts about what happened. I had no way of saying what I was thinking because the words that were being uttered were hidden in sugar coating.
I should accept this behavior by now, its not like its new.
At work tonight there was a group of girls and the birthday girls parents out to dinner. It was a 18 birthday, and all the girls looked like they were there for prom. One even looked whore-ish with all the make-up she was wearing. Geez come on, i think they went to a spa and had their pictures taken before they had dinner too. They were talking about a photographer and such during dinner. I’m not judging them on that stuff, which sounds like it could have been fun. I just didn’t like their attitudes, they never said thank you and they gave my server and I names. After they asked us what our real names were they decided we looked like Marcus and Jessica. Its like they didn’t even care who we were, our names weren’t important to them. The birthday girl had a flip flop cake. Thats right, a cake in the shape of a flip flop… Yay
Then to top it off the mother under tiped us. The going rate is 20%, she gave us something like 12%. I don’t know about anyone else but when i go out with a group of people I always try to tip at least 20, most of the time even more. Its harder on a server when you have a group of people.
SO please remember to be nice to your server/busser the next time you go out. They are most likely talking crap behind your back in kitchen if you don’t, or worse.
It feels like it has been forever since I have been online. I haven’t checked my emails, myspace, facebook, aim, etc, the list goes on and on.
This is whats new with me. Well the day right after Bryan Gumpys 21st birthday I got the worst flu EVER! I don’t think I have ever been so sick. I couldn’t move, all I wanted to do was sleep or throw up. Yeah it was lovely. So the next day all is better, but still a little off. It turns out I have a cold now. I have no voice, can’t hear too well in my left ear and my eyes are bugging.
SO I push threw and do all my normal stuff during the week. Which includes a few GREAT concerts!!!! and taking my puppy to the vet. But then my ear is unbearable, i go to the concert it gets better, which is weird. I make a doctor’s appointment for the next day. No ear problems then, but now I have pink eye…. yuck. Since I haven’t been to the doctor for over 3 years I have no clue where to go, so I have my dad take me, yeah yeah daddy’s girl, shut up I am sick. So I walk in and say “I’m here to see Dr Oliver” and the receptionist looks up my name. She then informs me i have no insurance. Im like crap! so I have to go into this whole thing and show her my card and tell her I have no clue whats going. I tell her I’ll call my mommy and daddy and see what they can do. I am sick and tired and don’t want to deal with this, i just want to go and sleep but NO. So I call my dad, who has by then left since he was just there to drop me off. He pays for me to see the Doctor. It turns out the freakin insurance took me off of my parents name. There was no reason to do so, they messed up when they were renewing mine. So I didn’t have insurance since March 07, a whole year when something could have happened to me, thats just crappy.
So as of today I have pink eye in both of my eyes, a raspy voice (which may or may not have been helped by the concerts) and an ear infection. Don’t forget all of the lovely phlegm. BLAH!!!!
I hate being sick.
Go ahead! Get it off your chest! Write ten things you would like to say to any person.
But don’t include their name!
1. I am always worrying about your future. I hope I can be a good influence on you.
2. I wish you wouldn’t do some of the things you do. Remember not everyone is as nice as you.
3. People make mistakes, its ok, don’t look down them.
4. Seriously you aren’t even a 1/4 as cool as you think you are. I know no one loves you the way you love your self.
5. In two months I will look back and wish you were the person you were then.
6. I want to do something to make you proud of me, even though I know you already are.
7. I still wonder were you are, I try looking for you about twice a year.
8. I have already forgiven you by accident.
9. You are a complete jerk. You can be loved by everyone but me. I just hope to be able to get a few more sarcastic comments at you.
10. Good luck, and I am praying for you.
*11. I’m going to miss you.
So I tired to upload all of my videos from San Francisco last night. I came back tonight and watched one of them and found out only parts of the videos were posted. I’m way too tired and lazy to try again. I hate waiting for them to process, forever! So anyway here is a link to my youtube you can watch part of the videos if you want.
that when you are having a crappy day, it gets worse? I just wanted to relax but then the perfect person with the dumbest questions pops into my little bubble. What gives? Its like there is a little beeper that goes off. “Brianne is finally calming down, anyone out there that she doesn’t want to hear from free to bug her??? Come on now we really need someone! Bonus points if she hasn’t heard from you in over a month! ”
