04.29.08
I really need to grow up.
I hate awkward situations.
running away from your problems, literally. i guess lurking in the pet food section isn’t a good hidding place.
04.28.08
You should check out the new Phantom Planet Album
I am still angry about what you said
I am not ready to get over your words because I know what you mean.
You want this and that from me,
but I am just me.
Accept it.
Do you ever have those moments that when you look back you just feel sick about what happened? Not because you did something wrong, just sick with anger. You can’t believe that some one can act the way they did. Certain things just bring back thoughts about what happened. I had no way of saying what I was thinking because the words that were being uttered were hidden in sugar coating.
I should accept this behavior by now, its not like its new.
04.18.08
My name is Jessica
At work tonight there was a group of girls and the birthday girls parents out to dinner. It was a 18 birthday, and all the girls looked like they were there for prom. One even looked whore-ish with all the make-up she was wearing. Geez come on, i think they went to a spa and had their pictures taken before they had dinner too. They were talking about a photographer and such during dinner. I’m not judging them on that stuff, which sounds like it could have been fun. I just didn’t like their attitudes, they never said thank you and they gave my server and I names. After they asked us what our real names were they decided we looked like Marcus and Jessica. Its like they didn’t even care who we were, our names weren’t important to them. The birthday girl had a flip flop cake. Thats right, a cake in the shape of a flip flop… Yay
Then to top it off the mother under tiped us. The going rate is 20%, she gave us something like 12%. I don’t know about anyone else but when i go out with a group of people I always try to tip at least 20, most of the time even more. Its harder on a server when you have a group of people.
SO please remember to be nice to your server/busser the next time you go out. They are most likely talking crap behind your back in kitchen if you don’t, or worse.
04.13.08
My puppy has pink eye too
It feels like it has been forever since I have been online. I haven’t checked my emails, myspace, facebook, aim, etc, the list goes on and on.
This is whats new with me. Well the day right after Bryan Gumpys 21st birthday I got the worst flu EVER! I don’t think I have ever been so sick. I couldn’t move, all I wanted to do was sleep or throw up. Yeah it was lovely. So the next day all is better, but still a little off. It turns out I have a cold now. I have no voice, can’t hear too well in my left ear and my eyes are bugging.
SO I push threw and do all my normal stuff during the week. Which includes a few GREAT concerts!!!! and taking my puppy to the vet. But then my ear is unbearable, i go to the concert it gets better, which is weird. I make a doctor’s appointment for the next day. No ear problems then, but now I have pink eye…. yuck. Since I haven’t been to the doctor for over 3 years I have no clue where to go, so I have my dad take me, yeah yeah daddy’s girl, shut up I am sick. So I walk in and say “I’m here to see Dr Oliver” and the receptionist looks up my name. She then informs me i have no insurance. Im like crap! so I have to go into this whole thing and show her my card and tell her I have no clue whats going. I tell her I’ll call my mommy and daddy and see what they can do. I am sick and tired and don’t want to deal with this, i just want to go and sleep but NO. So I call my dad, who has by then left since he was just there to drop me off. He pays for me to see the Doctor. It turns out the freakin insurance took me off of my parents name. There was no reason to do so, they messed up when they were renewing mine. So I didn’t have insurance since March 07, a whole year when something could have happened to me, thats just crappy.
So as of today I have pink eye in both of my eyes, a raspy voice (which may or may not have been helped by the concerts) and an ear infection. Don’t forget all of the lovely phlegm. BLAH!!!!
I hate being sick.
